"Congratulations! You have been selected for the NUS College in Stockholm (NCST) Jan 2007 Intake.."

I GOT IT!!!!!

So im heading to stockholm next january :) :) :)

eh and i dont think i can change to biovalley u know, the decision's final heh.

i'm overjoyed for words, i really didnt think i could make it after the third round :)

right now, the step step would be to tell my aunts abt it. this is the most difficult step. i've never in my life done something that was against their wishes. and i know they wouldnt want me to go. i've been too sheltered all my life, i dont think they (or myself even) can imagine me surviving alone in a foreign land for a year.

but i've learnt that many things in life are fated and beyond control. this is a step i need to take: for self discovery, independence, and trying to be more optimistic and happy-go-lucky against setbacks. i just pray, that i will be back safe and sound. stories of friend's friend who went for sep and came back with depression has been haunting me.

i can do this and i want to do it.