Distracted

there's tons of work to do but i'm too distracted =/

i haven't made earrings for a really really long time. i feel like throwing aside my work and making new accessories! in all possible combinations of the weirdest colours! i think it's possible to look weird but nice. Some people really cannot match their stuff properly so even if they look nice individually, the overall effect is gross. oh well, i do make tt mistake at times too heh.

and there's a chalet on tomorrow night that i feel like going for. it sounds fun because they are going to throw vodka into the food while bbq-ing, then we can have drunken fillet, drunken marshmallows, sotong and stuff. the best thing is, the flames will leap really high into the air. i havent seen a chef perform that for me in real life! it will be soo fun! cheap thrill yeah i know..... and i know they prob wont throw alcohol into the food anyway (guys usually dont mean what they say).. arh well, but i think it will still be fun! cos i can irritate the guys and not let myself be ignored AGAIN, hmph. ok although i think i will still be excluded ultimately, sigh.

wedding dinner on sat night. which i do not want to go for cos i dont really know the couple well and wedding dinners take forever to finish. i wanna stay at home to watch tv! true love happens only in movies, how sweet :). but i have to go, darn.

suzie's coming back on sunday nite! she's having a one-night guest appearance in singapore. so we die die must meet her for dinner.

the worst thing? i've a test with 40% weightage next week. it's terrible!!! havent started on it yet and i've totally no clue abt the whole thing. the textbook that cost me 100 bucks is sooo thick that the sight of it puts me to sleep. but i still must mug..

seriously i think no one actually knows how lazy i am. although my timetable is really slack (compared to previous semesters), i usually end up not doing much also. sigh! i really really want to study hard. but i'm soooo terribly lazy at the same time. heyhey, if i get another A and my overall cap increases this sem, i'll bring you to ding tai feng again ok? but it's hard. im dealing with all the really horrible subjects this sem. tests were bad. but as long as the exams arent over yet i guess there's still hope. and if i get through THAT interview, u all can get canteen food lar. Sobs. but i realised no one wants to give me a consolation treat if i dont get past it. Some friends i have..

read the papers recently? ntu's starting pay is $2600, can go up to $3050 for good business grads. SMU's starting pay is $2500, with 100 percent being offered jobs very soon after graduation. NUS starting pay $2500, can go up to $2900 for business honours grads. $3000 starting pay for doctors, $4000 starting pay for lawyers. what good money! i should have done law right from the start! last time (ok now still have), i'd feel so pathetic abt my bleak future as a science graduate (the new slogan says: 1 degree, 360 degrees unlimited opportunities. hahahahaha. i dont really agree though, but it sounds so corny). my point is, i think the papers are painting too myopic a picture abt all this business crap. if this continues, we are so going to get a shortage of everything else. what is the point of education if not for knowledge's sake? this is very depressing. there is no room here to accomodate non-lucrative passions sigh. ok. i must work hard towards being a tai-tai. seems like the easiest path if i wanna continue staying here. if not, i shall roam the world looking for animals with somebody while living off seaweed, tree leaves and fruits. oh actually, i dont need to roam with SOMEBODY. but it's always good to have someone bigger and fleshier than myself in case a hungry lion comes along. ok i'm kidding..

i've been thinking abt what i'm going to do this coming hols. and i dont feel like working. i feel like doing really pointless stuff, but more on that later.

lost my train of thoughts. my biochemistry notes and stats tutorial beckon..